So Im sure he's thought of it, too. But I want to make him see how much I need him regardless of what his issue is or whatever he may be thinking in his mind.
Its funny that the only way to light a fire under his ass is to post my feelings Im keeping from him in my heart. Its sad, really. Im sure I can tell him anything still, but Im tired of sitting here wondering whether hes somewhere instead. Just dragging me along though theres really someone else, as if he's adjusted to his new life and he doesnt need me anymore. On the other hand, he may really need me. He may really be working to try and at least talk to me again. Or he could just not want to see me.