So Im sure he's thought of it, too. But I want to make him see how much I need him regardless of what his issue is or whatever he may be thinking in his mind.
Its funny that the only way to light a fire under his ass is to post my feelings Im keeping from him in my heart. Its sad, really. Im sure I can tell him anything still, but Im tired of sitting here wondering whether hes somewhere instead. Just dragging me along though theres really someone else, as if he's adjusted to his new life and he doesnt need me anymore. On the other hand, he may really need me. He may really be working to try and at least talk to me again. Or he could just not want to see me.
Things that dont even begin to scrath the surface of my life
The Real Me
- Laurelz
- Im essayant toujours de comprendre les règles de ce jeu qui s'appelle la vie. Je m'appelle Lauren Elizabeth Mullins. Ma cara anam miles away est en ce moment. Mes relations sont mes décisions, ne reposant pas hors de vos opinions. Je joue du piano, il fait partie de mon âme. La musique est mon amour. 8.27.62 fut une journée très spéciale. Victor Joseph Mignogna est né, il est mon héros ultime. J'ai fini avec des gens qui me ramener, je n'ai pas besoin de plus d'eux.